How am I supposed to get a gf when I’m ugly and have a bad personality
My mind and body are really tag teaming me at the moment and idk how to deal!
*taps microphone* hello??
Thank you so much 💕
;__; 💕anon I love you
For my actual pain, that being my ankle, I can take like ibuprofen or naproxen and I have a brace. I’ve also had restless legs caused by medicine for about two months and it’s so fucking stressful and hard to deal with. I stopped taking the medicine over a month ago so idk why this is still happening but it’s fucking agony, there’s no distracting from it the only thing I can do is viciously bounce my legs or get up and pace. I wouldn’t wish Akathisia or restless legs on my worst enemy, it’s literal hell
My last suicide note I wrote I talked about how no one understands how much mental and physical pain I deal with and like that’s still true both because I have a super hard time reaching out to people and because I hide a lot of it but like the scariest thing in the world to me is thinking about living even 5 years with the shit I have going on
I believe in you anon but I think it’s too late for me :/
Everyone has their own problems, I know I was told to reach out more but like why would I want to burden others with problems they can’t change
Every day is just mental and physical pain. It doesn’t get better does it. I want to go to sleep and never wake up except I do wanna see my cat at least one more time :/

