How am I supposed to get a gf when I’m ugly and have a bad personality

Posted 9 hours ago // 3% //
Tags: #man can it just be one or the other  #not both? 

My mind and body are really tag teaming me at the moment and idk how to deal!

Posted 16 hours ago // 1% //

*taps microphone* hello??

Posted 18 hours ago // 4% //
Anonymous asked: You're a very cool and wonderful person! I'm sorry you feel the way you do right now...but I hope this year brings positivity into your days

Thank you so much 💕

Posted 19 hours ago // 0% //
Anonymous asked: hey, i have bad anxiety (especially social) so i delete majority of anything i start to say to anyone... but. i need you. i need people like me in this world. you’re not alone in the struggle i see it and i feel it and it helps me so much knowing im not the only one struggling and still going despite how hard it is.. youre so strong and brave to let it out and show it. im so sorry you’re suffering right now.. please keep going

;__; 💕anon I love you

Posted 21 hours ago // 2% //
Tags: #idk what to say  #thank you... 
Anonymous asked: same anon here, chronic pain is a bear, what are you doing currently to mitigate it or distract from it?

For my actual pain, that being my ankle, I can take like ibuprofen or naproxen and I have a brace. I’ve also had restless legs caused by medicine for about two months and it’s so fucking stressful and hard to deal with. I stopped taking the medicine over a month ago so idk why this is still happening but it’s fucking agony, there’s no distracting from it the only thing I can do is viciously bounce my legs or get up and pace. I wouldn’t wish Akathisia or restless legs on my worst enemy, it’s literal hell

Posted 1 day ago // 0% //

My last suicide note I wrote I talked about how no one understands how much mental and physical pain I deal with and like that’s still true both because I have a super hard time reaching out to people and because I hide a lot of it but like the scariest thing in the world to me is thinking about living even 5 years with the shit I have going on

Posted 1 day ago // 1% //
Anonymous asked: I believe in you, you can make it. I've been trying too, we can try to make it together if you want

I believe in you anon but I think it’s too late for me :/

Everyone has their own problems, I know I was told to reach out more but like why would I want to burden others with problems they can’t change

Posted 1 day ago // 1% //
Tags: #problems being me and my dumb shit 

Every day is just mental and physical pain. It doesn’t get better does it. I want to go to sleep and never wake up except I do wanna see my cat at least one more time :/

Posted 1 day ago // 1% //
Cat